I'm scared

Skylar • Married.22.4 angels. Beautiful daughter 5.27.19❤️
I miscarried in September, when I was 6-7 weeks. I'm at my 6 week mark, and next week we do an ultrasound. I'm so scared. I'm terrified. I feel more connected to this possibly (I'm assuming because this would be my rainbow baby.) I'm just so nervous. I'm not stressed or anything, just super nervous