She had mixed emotions, obviously happy as it's a blessing but at the same time didn't want it as she other child is 9 years old and it's somewhat of a large gap/wants to focus on herself. She's not one to have had an abortion (she's not against it but she just wasn't planning on getting one). Anyway when she had the miscarriage she was obviously somewhat upset but more relieved than she was upset. Is this a normal? Has anyone else felt this way?