sad and lossing hope

Vanessa • Vanessa ❤️️💙
After 4 years plus of TTC I only found out last year I had PCOS and endo. (Only just found out because most doctors didn't want to help me)  this month was my first cycle that I have ovulated I have never felt anything like it and it made me feel so positive and happy. I was sure it would happen this time but I tested today 3 days before my AF is due. And it was negative and I'm shattered. Starting to wonder if it will ever happen?