I'm 25 and am very fortunate to have not lost a loved one other than my grandpa which was when I was 9 so it's hard to remember// nana had beat cancer of all variety and has been fighting for the last 9 years, in the end due to her chemo she's gotten pneumonia and is unfortunately shutting down- just saw her last month for Christmas and she was spry as a spring chicken-- she's always beeen independent and lived alone after the passing of my grandpa. Yesterday they took her off of oxygen and iv medication other than starting her on a morphine drip, she fell asleep and we are still this morning patiently waiting for her to pass. Mentally she's been gone for about 2 days, not really opening her eyes and unable to swollen. I'm very sad to be saying goodbye, but feeling fortunate and blessed that she got to be st my wedding and hold onto her great grandson- she's prayed for a great granddaughter (we've all only given her boys) the last thing we were able to tell her whilst coherent was that I am expecting a baby girl this July, I'm happy that she knows. I'm heartbroken for my mom as I know losing her own mother is the hardest thing in the world for her (along with losing her first born son whom she lost a few days after birth) we are bealivers and that has given us peace. I hope she doesn't suffer and her body lets her go soon. I know nobody knows me or my family on here but still asking for prayers for my family. Thank you.