I'm so confused 🤷‍♀️

Trish
I don't understand how I can be so confused and heart broken at the same time! I already feel I'm out this month! Makes me want to cry! I don't think I have wanted something more in my life! I woke up this morning with a dip in my temp and I'm not even sure when I ovulated??? All I know is I'm due to start my period 1/30 is it too soon to count out? Please words of encouragement would help right now!!