I give up!!

I give up ttc is just so hard! I'm tired of all the BFN I'm tired of having sex with my partner and not enjoying it as much! I'm tired of stressing my self out! I'm tired of getting my hopes all the way to the sky and then have them dropped in less then a minute! I'm just tired I never thought ttc was that hard. The worst part is I can't stop watching gender party reveals and pregnancy announcement on Youtube like if I was already searching ideas for mine :(

Baby #2 whenever you want I'll be ready just please hurry up!!

Who else feels the same way?