I also ended up having a lot of medical issues and was in and out of the hospital for years before they even knew what all was wrong. Since being diagnosed with multiple different things and my marriage ending I was in another relationship. I ended up getting really sick and they admitted to the hospital while I was there they tested my blood and said I was pregnant. I was so sick from my other medical illnesses that I never really had time to think. They tested my blood everyday and after the second or third day the dr informed me it was a molar pregnancy and I was devestated. 

I am now 35 and have been with my fiancé for about 3 and a half years. We have known each other since we were 11 years old. He is truly my best friend. He has a daughter that is 17 but he went thru a nasty divorce and custody battle and hasn't been close to his daughter for about 8 years   I know even though he doesn't say it that he wants more children and I have always wanted children. I feel like a failure because I haven't been able to have children and as a woman I feel like it is something I should be able to do. 

On October 30th I had a miscarriage and it was heartbreaking. I just kept playing it over and over in my head wondering what I did wrong. 

My OBGyN wants to refer me to a fertility doctor again like I had when I was married but my insurance will not cover any of it. My fiancé insurance will cover some of the testing but beyond that I would have to pay out of pocket and I'm sure you all know all of that can be very costly.