Feeling really lost scared and just sad All I wanna do is cry. My bf was admitted in the hospital late last night his test results were very scary they said if i wouldn't have brought him in when I did he could of went in to a diabetic coma or a stroke because his blood pressure was so high. He's my best friend my everything and the thought of losing him hurts more then words can explain and the only thing he keeps saying is I'm sorry ikw this was our weekend to try for our rainbow baby:( he's so sweet but all I can tell him is that he needs to get better before anything else that's all that matters right now