He went out on a bender after a funeral. I haven't seen him since last week not properly as hes been on lates and im on earlies. His phone was off but he has my number in his wallet in case he runs out of battery power. He turns into an arsehole when hes drunk so I came to my mums to sleep over. I left a note for him saying he does this way too much and always makes me feel like I should apologise for his inconsiderate ways. No more. Sleep alone see how you like it without me.