Needing a break

Deyonia
So me and my husband have been trying for about 3 to 4 years recently the end of last year we decided to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> first cycle didn't work in November so we immediately did a 2nd cycle in December. I took a test a few days ago it was negative, this morning had to go for my blood test. Well Doctor called and said it was negative once again my hopes are shattered and AF just came ughh. It is so frustrating, it's emotionally draining and I'm just sad now. Is it wrong for me to want to take a month off I just can't jump right into another cycle. Emotionally I'm all over the place so I figured I just relax and focus on making myself at peace. Am I wrong? Why do I feel like in a bad person.