Self esteem issues

Rachel
I'm not a small girl by any means. My husband and I have been ttc for a year and found out last week I am 7 weeks. I had lost about 30lbs by this January, but now I am starting to feel bloated. I'm already weird about my body, and I really want a cute baby bump, but something tells me I'm just going to be a fat girl who looks fatter.... Any suggestions on how to combat this? Anyone out there struggling with being plus sized and pregnant?