hormonal mom, need some encouragement.

Ash • God first! Wife to Douglas & Momma to my sweet babies Olivia and Owen ♥️♥️♥️
Y'all this is so freaking petty trust me I know 😔 I've been breastfeeding my daughter since day 1, she is now 9 days old. Well the past couple of days I've been pumping my milk into bottles and letting her feed from the bottle usually once a day but I just pumped so this will make it twice & sometimes I just freeze milk milk
And store it for when I go back to work.  I just feel really freaking bad about it, I feel like I'm letting her down. I know that so stupid. A part of me is afraid she will like the breast milk from the bottle more than from me but if I don't pump then my boobs get really sore. Idk I'm just really upset by it for some reason and I think it's because that's the one thing that only she and I can do And now I'm taking that away from her and also myself 😭😭😭 sorry y'all I'm pretty hormonal tonight