So i just bought my first dildo today and I'm pretty nervous to use it. I haven't been able to have an orgasm and I've been having sex since I was 15. I'm 18 now and i just really want to figure out my body and be able to have one. I'm also nervous about telling my boyfriend I got one. I don't want him to feel like I can only orgasm with a fake penis yanno? Any tips on how to break it to him??