Just venting.

So right now I only work a couple days a week because we have a 17 month old baby girl and don't want to fork out a bunch for child care. So my husband works full time and we haven't had a problem with it. My husband just out of the blue asked if I was looking for another job and daycare... I just got really upset and I don't know why. I don't know if it's because I'm scared to put my baby in a daycare with people I don't know or what but I started crying which made him mad. I do want to feel like I'm contributing but it's hard to let go. Plus he also mentioned holding off on trying for another baby when we agreed to try in the summer time. I'm so confused and hurt. I'm not looking for advice really just venting so don't feel obligated to reply. 😔