just venting

Lori
We have been ttc, this will be our 6th cycle to try. I'm taking femara, and estrogen and I had my positive OPK cd 12. We had sex day 8, 10, 11, 12 and I was hoping to have sex tonight but my husband got called into work 😩 I had already changed into a pretty nightie, just to keep it fun. I stayed up and waited for him to get home, still wearing said nightie and he came home and crashed. I know he's exhausted but I'm trying to not be consumed by the fact that we are missing our chance. I know the obsessing over it, only makes it worse and I should relax. My doctor said we could do it every other day, but my mind always wonders if we could miss something. I know all the science that sperm will live for 5 days or whatever. But I'm 36, and I feel like time is precious. And I know that many women have tried way longer than me. I'm really just venting so I can get some sleep and I know that God is in control. He knows the desires of my heart.