Omg I'm crying to cry.

Please tell me this is it after 3 miscarriage and a miscarriage in dec blood work was 0 last Monday and now getting a faint line today after having pink and brown spotting a week again. Am I seeing things or is this it! Please tell me I'm not crazy or I am. Someone tweak it for me also?! I'm praying this is our rainbow baby!

UPDATE this 3rd picture from this morning when I took the test. Does it look darker?