So I have to take several different medications in order to keep me in a semi good condition. However my mom's work switched insurance companies and according to them she doesn't have any dependents, which is me. So I can't get any of my meds, two of them are my antidepressant and my birth control. If I don't have my antidepressant I become very suicidal.l, and without my bc my hormones go out of control. So with that combination I am a mess, I haven't had any of my meds for going on almost a week and a half it finally showed today when I had an emotional break down at work tonight.

So what I really want to ask is there any way to keep both undercontrol without my meds because I don't know how long it will be until I get them and I am often left home alone.

UPDATE

I now have my meds, its just a matter of them getting back into my system. Thanks to all who helped.