A girl I knew in high school has been on drugs for years...2 years ago she had twins just found out this month she had another son. All pp been taken by cps and the twins have been adopted. I have been trying for 9 months and nothing but a late period on occasion maybe some false symptoms. I am so tired of seeing people who do not want children, can't care for them, etc. Have them while people like us are trying for years sometimes with no luck. This month my boobs have hurt since a couple days before I ovulated and they never have stopped. My boobs aren't swollen but they feel heavy and sore (not my nipples though). I could name off so many other things but I know what that is caused by and most of the time it is in my head. I just want to my chance. Guess I need to learn more patience. I keep trying to be patient then someone else on my Facebook posts a new ultrasound and I want to be excited but I get jealous and sometimes even angry when I know that child is only going to end up in cps care.