First time pregnant...

Alessa

... and last night I had a miscarriage. I was at week 6 and 1 day.. never thought I could be pregnant at all bc of my pco.

First of all we were shocked but after a short time we both wanted it. The moment wasn't right but when is the right moment anyway?

I was feeling there's something different bc I had strange cramps the whole evening. We were lying in bed when suddenly I felt some discharge the and immediately I knew I lost it.. the cramps were gone.

We both cried and I cried the whole night..

Today morning I was at my doctor's and he couldn't see anything at the ultrasound. I cried again when I left the practice.

I can't describe how I feel today.. I'm so sad and try to see the positive things in it..

We both now know we really wanna have a kids as soon as possible and now we know getting pregnant is possible.

I hope none of you has get through this too.. :((