I'm just not coping well 😟

Rebecca
So after finding out I'm having a chemical pregnancy on Saturday I surprisingly didn't cry... I was fine all day and yesterday I was fine. I've kept myself busy, until today, I went shopping to treat myself, and all I saw were pregnant women and babies, everywhere I looked. I got what I wanted and came home, and since getting home I just can't take my mind off it... I'm trying to keep strong and not cry. I suffer with anxiety and depression, so I'm afraid that I'm going to let it all build up inside and I'm going to break down at some point. I don't want that, but I don't want to look weak by crying 😟💔