My boyfriend and I have been TTC for a year and 6 months. I am due to see AF in 2 days. I want to use preseed my next cycle because I think that is why I can not get pregnant. My boyfriend wants us to conceive naturally and thinks that if we just try harder it will happen. I wanted to use it without him knowing because every month he gets so excited and then to see him upset afterwards really tears me down :( I love him and want this just as much as he does, I just do not know of using and possibly finally getting pregnant, but doing it without him knowing. I love this man. It is just so heart wrenching to see him just as disappointed. Should I do it so I can see my man happy at the middle of the next coming months? :/ Am I completely terrible for even thinking about doing it without him knowing? :(