I am stressed. I am really trying for two things in life.. one is to get pregnant with #2 and another one is to get a small business going (I choose hours and work from home). I am stressing to Max over this business, over a problem that can be solved.. just not immediately.. Which is in turn making me feel like a failure in everything because I had a Chemical in December. I haven't even had a period in a month. Negative tests. I don't smoke, drink, I eat healthy, take prenatal. I do everything by the dam book and just can't conceive. I feel like I'm failing myself and my husband. I ain't had any sign of af, not even spotting to calculate my ovulation. Every test I take makes me feel even more sad. IDK what I am doing wrong. IDK why I can't conceive like these other moms who can't even put down drugs but pop out the Brady Bunch..

I'm sorry y'all. I am just on one and actually letting my feelings show for once. Which is one reason I tested. I have cried alot and I never cry. Just in my feelings today I guess. I don't even know which topic to put this under.

Thanks for listening.