O R G A S MMMM

Al
I've been masturbating since I was 8, and ever since then I haven't been able to meet the great "O" or whatever they call that.
I'm 16 next month, and for 8 years I've watched porn, read eroticas, dry humped different things, fingered, used a vibrator, used a shower head and rubbed my clit.
My legs always shake too much and idk I try to reach it but I just cant! I dont know what to do!