So it's been almost a week that I'm in the hospital and my methotrexate shots are not working. My levels keep going up. I agreed to an internal injection of saline into my cervix to speed things up and to finally end this misery. I will continue to go back to the hospital daily as outpatient for my injections until I'm back to 0. The torture that this has brought on is unbearable. I need my life back. I am scared to try again but I cannot let this stop me. I want my twins back. I want me back. I fully sympathize with anyone going through the devastation of an ectopic loss. I pray that one day there will be a cure or preventative education for this. Wish me luck today.