Been a panicked mess all week. I've had 4 miscarriages (first in 2009) and (latest last October with twins) and all 4 have occurred within 5-7weeks and I'm currently 5 weeks and 5 days. I've had spotting all week that seems to only show up when I arrive to work, but goes away when I go home. Dr says driving and stress can both cause spotting, but unfortunately my commute is no less that an hour each way and my job is kinda stressful. San Diego is not the cheapest place to live, so we can't live comfortably on just the one income. Kinda feel like I'm just waiting for it to go bad, like I'm expecting it. Needing words of encouragement or some positive stories please!