Its gone😞😭😑

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I lost my little one today, what was suppose to be such an exciting day (first chance to see my little one) turned into a nightmare. I had been spotting since Monday SPOTTING I didn't even need a pad. I woke up this morning with bright blood And a few clots I did that once cramping went away went back to spotting and I thought maybe It was nothing and I was actually hopeful however that once was all it took my baby was gone they didn't see anything in there. my heart is breaking and I feel so empty like a failure after 2 years of praying an TTC just to realize I couldn't carry this baby to term. I'm beside myself crying off and on sometimes I have this clarity and peace about this and other times my heart is in my throat I'm not ready to give this baby up, the dream of holding this one it was right there in reach and just like that it's like it was never there. 
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There is nothing I can say to help make the pain of miscarriage go away. It takes a while before you can go about your day semi-normally. When you end up getting pregnant again, whenever you decide you're emotionally ready, the next pregnancy will be hard. You'll be am emotional wreck the entire first trimester. I'm sorry you're dealing with this. There are some support groups on facebook (totally private, no one can see you're a part of them) if you would like some information.

Ni

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I am so sorry. May i ask if you have miscarriage or ectopic or what? 

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Nina β€’ Jan 27, 2017
I know and understand how u feel. I lost my first pregnancy back in October. I had ectopic. Here i am pregnant again. 7 weeks 5 days. Stay positive!

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St β€’ Jan 27, 2017
Miscarriage

Gl

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I'm so sorry for your lost πŸ˜žπŸ˜žπŸ’”πŸ’”

An

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My condolences

A

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I'm so sorry for your loss, sending you lots of love

Kr

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So sorry for your loss.  I've had five miscarriages in a row and they are so hard to deal with.  

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St β€’ Jan 27, 2017
I don't know how you keep doing it I have a desire to try again but I'm already afraid of this happening again and I'm only thinking about it

Au

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I'm sorry for your loss 😞

Ju

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Im so sorry Currently going through this as wellMy heart goes out to you

Ka

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I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. Sending positive vibes your rainbow baby is on his or her way. 

Su

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*hugs* ...