All my life I've had a great body and been in shape I wasn't so thick but not so skinny either. Last year I became pregnant and since the first month pregnancy symptoms were so horrible on my health and body that I reached a point where I could see my bones in the mirror while naked. It sadden me and made me extremely depressed. Ofcourse there's always people and those who always have something not nice to say and through my whole pregnancy I had people continuously telling me I looked sick and that I needed to eat and how awful I looked etc. I kept my pregnancy a secret until my very last weeks because I just had so much going on besides people ALWAYS saying negative things about my body that it traumatized me to the point I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore. I'm 3 weeks pp and I feel worst. When I was 2weeks pp (last week) I had pp hemorrhage, I was at the edge of my life because I lost more then half of my blood, I almost didn't make it but god is big and I also had incredible doctors who did everything to save my life, and I'm here telling you all about how I feel and what I've been through...