I dont know if some of you ladies have seen my other post but i had a couple of real light lines or others that some would describe as Evp lines but because i took em so early the HCG wasnt strong enough to show. So this makes me feel more strongly that this is a preal pregnancy and it will stick. I dealt with a Ectopic in the past and a Miscarriage before i had my 3year old son and with him it literally took 2years of official trying but i was off and on BC my whole late teenage years but never for long most made me sick, felt pregnant & etc little to be known i would be eventually diagnosed with a Blood Clotting disorder antiphospholipid syndrome & Lupus so to TTC i have to do blood thinner shots the whole time and during the whole pregnancy no biggie I'll do anything to have my children. But having both of these illnesses makes me super highrisk so I'm a little nervous. According to the due date calculations of all sorts it'll be Oct 3 2017 and i cant wait to get past the risky months. I'm so happy and so sad because i cant tell the world due to the fact i cant take having to tell them if something happens so i will be patiently waiting but i guess if i can wait to get the BFP i can wait for this. Thank goodness we have this community on glow so i can tell someone