Completely NOT into sex

Christie
I've been battling PPA for almost 15 months now and it's putting such strain on my family (for many reasons, not just this one).  My husband and I used to have a VERY physical relationship (honestly went into labour after riding my SO like a stallion), but now I just couldn't be less interested.  Not only is my libido at rock bottom, but when we do have sex (I realize he has needs), it just doesn't feel good.   Body dysmorphia is also a part of my anxiety, so I never want him looking at my naked body either. We have 2 kids, one of which sleeps in our bed, so we don't have time to experiment with sex.  It's hurting my husband to not have the same level of intimacy as we did before; he feels like I can't be bothered with him, or that I'm not attracted to him anymore.  Does anyone else feel like this after being PP for so long?