Two lines today after Sep miscarriage

Sarah
I'm terrified and happy. I instantly felt quesy after those lines appeared. It's the hardest thing in the world to let go, to know that there's nothing you can do to change the outcome except hope. I wish I could just close my eyes and wake up super pregnant. I wish I had a crystal ball so I can know how this all turns out. Please little cells, please stick around, multiply and prosper.