I'm in a 3 way conversation with my two closest girlfriends... One had a baby 2 days ago and the other 2 months ago. Here I am on round 1 of femara after 6 months of clomid reading about breastfeeding and sleep deprivation and looking at photos of little new born babies. I don't want to be Debbie Downer. I want them to know that I'm happy for them. It just really sucks and I don't want to say that to them because then I'm being a bad friend. Everyone is having babies all around me. I guess I just needed to say that to someone since I can't talk to my best friends. Man this really sucks. I'm having an <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> Monday... I just need to focus on positive thoughts.