...until my first appointment for this pregnancy. I'll be 11weeks 6days. I've had 3 miscarriages and I have a beautiful 10 month old after a high risk pregnancy. I'm just hoping and praying that there is a heartbeat. I haven't been bleeding or spotting, so that's maybe a good sign?!? I've been cramping a lot the past few weeks though. I really want to be excited, but I'm really nervous. I don't even know if I will sleep tonight.