I'm so stupid! ugh!

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So tomorrow my period is due and I've been getting big fat negatives ... basically from seven DPO till now I have been testing I've used up all my test and I had one cheapie be test left and I decided to go rouge and just pee on it rather than follow directions.... and I got this .... ughhhhhh whyyyyyyyyyyy didn't I just follow directions and not put myself in this position .... it's a super very very faint line can u guys see it