So I've been thinking about it all day long and pretty much the last month or so... I started out four years ago that I weighed 507lbs the doctors and I discussed it and decided That I would have gastric sleeve surgery since at the time my weight was too high to do the bypass sucessfully, fast forward to now and since surgery I have lost 200lbs, I have kept off 137lbs of that and am currently around 362lbs give or take a pound or two, hubby and I have been together 2.5 years married for 1, trying for baby for two years, we found out in November that he has low sperm count he has been on meds for 8 weeks now and we have been stressing so much, it's hard to lose weight being stressed let alone conceiving a child, so after a long discussion with him and also my sister this evening we came to the mutual decision whatever happens is going to happen whether a baby comes or I get approved for my revision surgery first but right now both of our focus is going solely into getting healthy and opening our adult fostercare... I hope that no matter what happens in the next few years we have a baby, but it would be so much better and healthier for me if I was smaller when we did conceive, sorry for the long post ladies, I wish u all baby dust and I will still be on here but I wanted to share with all of u because out of anyone you all would understand where I was coming from and my feelings, I've been on the fence for a long time about this second surgery but I really want to be alive a lot longer so whether baby or surgery comes first I will be happy with what god plans!