I just need to vent!!!!

Marianne
My husband and I have been together 10 years and married for 9. I messed up quite a bit in cheating, but granted we had an open relationship for a better part of our marriage. That's no excuse for cheating, but 3 weeks ago, he said he needed some space. He still loves me, but his heart is telling him to leave. We're going to continue living together until our lease is up on March 31. Then I'll get a new apartment, and he'll be renting a room at his supervisor's house. He doesn't want to get his own apartment because he doesn't want to get locked into a lease, in case he wants to come home. He said he just needs some space to see how much he'll miss me. My husband tells me multiple times a day how much he lives me, he kisses me, cuddles me, and hugs me. But it still hurts that he needs to be away from me. I've definitely been working on myself and focusing more on our family. I just needed to vent. I've hurt my husband, but I'm super worried that the damage is too severe. I love this man so much! 💔