newbie here

Casey
New to actually trying to conceive. My first son I got pregnant within 8 months of not using protection. He was a still born and then I got pregnant 5 months after he was born and only  being off birth control for two weeks when I ran out. So we were not trying either time it just happened. Now here I am trying for baby #3 and it's been 7 almost 8 months off the pill and nothing so far. I can't believe how hard it is to get pregnant when your trying but when you aren't it happens so easily. I am currently only day 36 of my cycle which is weird I usually have 33 day cycles but AF is expected tomorrow the 31st and I took a test this morning and it was BFN. I don't feel like AF is coming. Only symptoms I have is slight cramping and backaches here and there. Hunger. Cravings. But as always those could be AF. Hoping tomorrow AF doesn't come and I can test again  on the 1st. So stressful and discouraging but I like to think it'll happen when it's supposed to.