getting back with my ex

So I long story short I'm getting back together with my ex who took my virginity. It's been 2-3 years since we first met and I honestly don't think I ever stopped loving him, we've been through a lot together and personally. I know I'm young and don't know much but I do know that he's the only guy I want to be with. He's going to come over and talk to my dad and ask him if we can date again, my dad doesn't like him because he knows he took my virginity but he knows how much I care about him and I'm hoping after they talk my dad will see how much my ex cares about me. Do you ever just hug someone and immediately feel safe and loved? That only ever happens when I hug him and I never want to let go. I'll end my venting session here 😅 sorry for the long text!