It's coming up on almost a year since my last pregnancy that ended in a miscarriage. Since then I've had 3 failed IUIs and we will be starting <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> soon. I've also had to deal with breast issues, which thankfully wasn't cancer. But it involved mammograms, ultrasounds and a ductogram. My doctor also thinks my son might have autism and we are getting him tested next week. My miscarriage was also very traumatic for me and I dream of it almost every night. I was really hoping to be pregnant by now but it hasn't happen. As the months go by I just feel like I'm sinking deeper into a hole and I can't get out. So my question is, is anyone on medication for depression while TTC? I guess I'm dragging my feet going to the doctor to talk about this; I feel embarrassed that I can't "move past" this. I haven't talked to my husband about it yet because again I'm embarrassed. But I feel that if I don't go to the doctor soon it's just going to get worse. I also kept thinking with each cycle, if I can just get pregnant then I can be happy again. I don't know, I'm just so confused and feel helpless. If anyone can share any advice or experience that would be great!