I posted yesterday about issues I had with my husband, it was long and asked what to do. Everyone told me to leave. I did about a week ago but I was feeling like maybe I made the wrong choice and was overreacting. I make excuses for his behavior and i know it's wrong. Leaving him hurts me so bad. He's so sad and he is almost in denial and is still at the house. He just doesn't get it. I've given him so many changes. I'm going to look at a house to rent today and didn't tell him. He's not going. I am literally hurting inside having to leave him and potentially tell him that I'm moving and he isn't coming. Why do I feel like this when he's hurt me so many times??? I feel horrible. No matter what he does to me I still don't want to hurt him. Why!!??