not pregnant AGAIN........ :/

This is like my third post that we arnt pregnant! I can't help it but be pissed!!!!!!!!! Sad! Angry! Hurt! Disappointed! I guess it is rwally this hard when u WANT to be pregnant. I have a 4 1/2 son and never thought it would be like this! I was for sure that it would be this month!!! I know it'll happen when the time is right!! But I want it more than anything....... time to drink a bottle of wine and cry in my husbands arms...... sorry for the depressing post y'all, I just don't have anywhere else to vent other then my hubby! Thanks for listening y'all!