Didnt have sex on my most fertile day because my husband and I weren't in a great place and I am devastated....

Kerri
Hi ladies. This is my first post. I've been on the app for a few weeks. My husband and I are TTC and I have been waiting for my most fertile/ovulation day for weeks and it finally came yesterday and we didn't have sex because we were "off" and distant and disconnected emotionally. 
I cried myself to sleep because I feel like it's going to feel like forever until the next one...
Just needed to vent. 
Thanks!