I'm a junior, and I know that I'm not supposed to rush these years, but I am at a point where I am tired and I really want to go already (mainly because of certain people I have to deal with at home).

So I have to deal with this cunt who I should acknowledge as my stepfather...like I said earlier, he is nothing but a cunt with a nasty attitude and I can't seem to understand why my mother continues to put up with his mess. All he does is complain about how the house is (something he barely pays for), and continuously berates her just to start shit. Then every time I either make a mistake or just something that ricks his idiotic ass off, he tries to berate me but ad the person I am, I don't tolerate it at all and I'll be damned for anyone to come at me with a messed up attitude like that.

He is one of the main reasons why I'm ready to graduate and finally be to myself, just so I won't have to deal with his whiny ass. Literally all he does is berate my mother, complain how dirty the house is if there is one tiny piece of clutter (when my mother and I are literally the only people that clean, and he literally attempts to try to hoard food in their room), and just starts shit with everyone. I cannot understand why my mother had yet to lose her shit with him and it's ridiculous to the point where I need space from the house because his energy is soo messed up!!!!! I'll be damned to deal with a man like that when I'm older..

The thing is that I know how to deal with it, as long as if he does not start anything with me or talk to my mother in any messed up way, but I am ready to finally go. Hell, I don't even like claiming him as family because I don't see him in that light...god it's just really ridiculous honestly..