Sturggling

Sarah
So ladies I'm really struggling with not getting pregnant it's getting me depressed and I don't want to tell my partner as I don't want to bring him down too. We've been together nearly 3 years and instantly fell in love we have never used protection I did have the implanon implant in but got it removed September 2014 it's been 2 years and nothing we both know we're ok but everyone around me is having kids and I just wanted to one of my own... How to get out of roundabout of when I get my period being depressed?