As my pregnancy comes to a halting end I lay here every night, sometimes in pain from his movements, but still blessed and excited.

We TTC for almost 2 years. We had 3 miscarriages. Turns out my thyroid was a 16!!! Which is awfully bad.

3 months on synthroid I finally started feeling great. I started dropping a ton of weight. But all the changes messed my period up. I was bummed cause we couldn't keep trying everything was unorganized!

... Turns out we got pregnant and didn't realize it :)

Happiest day of my life was taking a digital while my hubby was at school, I took a video as it blinked and blinked and I screamed when then results showed up.

I sent him the video on his lunch break and he came home crying just to hug me.

I've had insane morning sickness, I've been on nausea medicine the entire pregnancy. But this has been an effortless adventure. I've appreciated it so much and counted my blessings ever chance I could that I just can believe it went by so fast.

I love this baby. I love how much my kids love him already ... I love how excited my husband is. I love how he's brung us closer together and he's not even here yet.

Now with a month left I just want to appreciate the journey. Really soak in these last weeks.

We tried so hard to get here. Gallons of tears and countless nights crying.

... But now it's nothing but Joy and Love I feel. God has blessed me abundantly and I hope I never take parenthood for granted. I'm not a perfect Mother by any means but I can say my heart will always have perfect intentions for my children.

We are really lucky women. Planned or not these babies are miracles. You don't have to be religious to know these beautiful beings are Angels and we are truly blessed.

Congrats to all you beautiful Mother's. May you always do your best and try to be patient and loving, never forgetting how fast the time will fly by... you can never go back, so enjoy the time you're given because you'll forever wish they wouldn't grow up so fast. That much I can guarantee.

My first baby turned 16 a few months ago. Words can't describe how much I wish I could go back just to slow down time.

Good luck Mommies. You are blessed.