😫 venting post

Alrighttttt, I am 13 weeks today and I have been having the most stressful, vivid dreams that wake me up every hour or two about every other night. I normally have very vivid dreams but these are even more vivid and SO stressful. It doesn't even feel like I sleep because I wake up so stressed out. 
Second half of vent,
Today we are going to an indoor water park and I'm super excited! But I just feel so  fat/heavy and I don't look pregnant. I don't want to be in a swim suit in front of myself let alone other people. I haven't gained any weight yet. But I'm just super puffy.