depression sucks

Nikki
So I know this is totally not about a period or sex but I just wanted to post this because if I post it on Facebook to vent my family and friends get all worried and freaked out. 
My grandma woke me up at 10:30 this morning to take her to work and asked why I was sleeping so much lately. I came up with the excuse my head has been pounding lately. Had I told her I am depressed she would have freaked out on me. I just want to get out of this funk and be able to sleep normal. But instead I'm always sleeping. I miss out on so much and don't get things done because I feel down in the dumps. It don't help that I don't have a job right now and I've been applying everywhere but can't seem to find a job. 😒😔