Just words

Don't mind my rant. I just don't really have anyone to talk to and no place to let it out, so hear it is. I've been so so so down lately. And I just can't shake it. It feels so deep and rooted even when Im having a good time, as soon as the distraction is gone, it comes washing over me. I don't know how to fix it. I feel alone all the time. And sad. I just don't know what to do or how to fix it. And I hate it.