So my boyfriend and I were talking about his past sexual partners (since he is my first partner) and told me he had received a blowjob in a public place. Is it unfair of me to be jealous that he was pleased by another girl before me? I feel hurt and want to cry and can't stop thinking about it.( I know it was before he met me but I can't stop thinking if that person was better than me at oral sex) Am I being too emotional about it? Should I tell him how I feel?