lucky

I WAS really having second thoughts with my relationship with my husband. We have 4mos old baby boy and we're almost 2yrs married. Not until yesterday... i met with my friend for lunch date. We talked about her husband cheating. She told me that her husband told her three times that he wants divorce. My friend was asking for my advices and told me things like how her husband treats her. And how she confronted the third party and then her husband was mad about it. The real thing is... it made me realize how lucky i am having my husband. I was always telling him that if he's already tired of me, i'll give him divorce anytime he wants. But he told me that it will never happen... i was even forcing him to leave me by throwing arguments even on simple things i make it a big deal. I AM SO LUCKY THAT MY HUSBAND ISN'T CHEATING ONE ME. And the thought if him not doing it for the rest of our relationship. Seeing his mom being broken hearted when his father cheated on her, maybe that's the reason why he'll never do it.
I feel bad for doubting him and our relationship. I always pray for our relationship to last forever. Now, i'm giving my all for this relationship. ❤ #justsharing