AF is 10 days late...... trying not to get hopes up!

Needed to vent a little! Im 44, and ttc 1st one. Im one of those lucky ladys whos cycle is very regular. Never taken any form of bc.

Been TTC for a little over a year. For the first time sense my early twenties, im 10 days late. Got a BFN yestersay. I dont miss or run late for AF when im sick or stressed. And i have been though hellish moments though out my life, but AF has been a steady and reliable companion. I never had kids due to my late husbands health which he eventually passed from a little over 5 years ago.

I have my first doctor appointment for fertility referal this tuesday. So i think thats helping me keep cool, but gaahahah at the same time making myself a little nuts over it.

No real symptoms yet. Just a lot of odd twignes periodicly, very tired despite a lot of regular rest and on and off sore boobs.... please wish me baby dust!!